Dear Harry,
I am an Intern Master delivering the International Avatar Course to my grown son, a man himself now. These amazing creations appeared to my eyes as my student was awakening to become an Avatar. I had made up my mind to fully awaken this student to Avatar. As the course proceeded we both started having amazing experiences. I realized all the students secondaries were really all he had. And that they were actually all my secondaries. I thought "Look! This is amazing."
For 30 years I was given a gift from God, a child. How curious and amazing! Raising the child, I did everything for the child. There was no chance of choice for the child but to follow me. I programmed every day, scheduled every hour and every assignment. For him, there was no sign of laziness or mistake that was acceptable. Even delay was not to happen. Pushing and pulling at every moment I educated the child 24-7 as programmed, making the child study without playing.
I believed this was for the childs good, but my primary was not in the childs interest or his choice, but in the well planned schedule. The child wouldnt speak up about it, but it is not the right answer for the child to lose the chance to have friends around him. Eventually the child started to live only in his room, sleeping whenever he got stressed. The child had lost the chance to be source.
Ah! But now! The child, that is a man now, showed up in the course as mechanical, full of violence and creations from being pushed and pulled finally coming out as "no words." This was the way of survival for him, because his Father had pushed and not given any chance to breathe out. He avoided everything by going into deep "silence" and "thought!" This Father saw his own creations and held back bursting tears without a word.
Then his child, a man, an Avatar, started to be awakened for the first time in 30 years. As Source! Thank you!
Song S.H.- Taiwan
Source : http://avatarresults.com/the-avatar-course/2162-a-gift-from-god.html


