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Hi Harry,

I did not write on course but I am very grateful for another course this fall. I feel like I handled pieces of "holding myself back" and experienced a big win with a piece of work done in the evening with a fellow Master (at Integrity).

Actually all my roommates were at Integrity and there were times that I felt that their work and mine was enriched from that. One night in particular I dove deep in a Transparent Belief and found layers of feeling "like I was a punishment to my parents" and the final belief "that I should have been born a boy- for my father". Very Transparent, both of them.

It feels like my willingness to live and be a part of the planet has returned. Just now I left my office needing a break and got swept away in the most amazing cloud display-- post rain, strong wind, evening sun.

I am grateful for "simple things" yet profound at my connecting more with people on course-- hugs, dancing, social. I seemed to have left a lot of previous isolation behind or shifted out of it. I really met so many people- have little scraps of paper with addresses.

My love of and appreciation for people really came out strongly in many ways-- this is so me. And I have not been in this space for a while.

At home this week-- I am practicing Serious Drill on myself, with success, and just in a space of noticing myself and thoughts, feelings, creations more. Surrendering more.

Thank you again Harry for the tools and materials that I am reconnecting with. Looking foward to increased awareness and service to others.

Blessings,
Emily
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