Today is a round on sabotage self to sabotage others. I could clearly see two identities: I act out in the relationship with my husband that cause totally different experiences.

The interesting part for me was that it made me see that I totally forget belief and experience within one identity while being in the other.

I often wondered (when confronted with the consequences) how I could be so stupid to forget and overlook and from that, blame him. And now I see that I create these situations, conflicts and confusion from two different identities so I can be and stay on course.

It feels so freeing to see it is mine and not his.

D.S.