A little more than 20 years ago, I tried to kill myself.  Since then, Ive been living in fear that I would try it again.  During my last Master Course,  I took off a big layer with the Discouragement Drill which removed my fear of discouragement.  On Thursday, I finally took responsibility for trying to kill myself.  The word suicide no longer has charge and the myriad of secrets and hidden agendas I created to avoid despair are so much easier to process.

Six years ago, I was accepted into the Peace Corps.  All I had to do was get clearance over the suicide attempt of 15 years earlier.  Rather than face that at the time, I opted out.  Hmm, how many other opportunities to be of service have I missed?

Thank You Harry, Avra, Miken and Trainers.  By creating and delivering the tools to help me take responsibility over my transgressions against myself,  I am free of it. 
Namaste,

GT-USA-2008