I am a 31 year-old baby who was just born!  Oh boy, what a smooth and painless rebirth process!  I am very thankful to Mahnaz, my Master, for her guidance, patience, perseverance, love, and caring.  And I apologize on behalf of the old Soroush for giving her a hell of a time during the first two days of the course by my resistance and anger.  I was, in fact, resisting the unchangeable Soroush until I realized how easy it was to change.

I was amazed when I realized that I could feel and identify with all my negative feelings and discreate them.  My anger, anxiety, pain, and frustration were all gone/disappeared in front of my eyes.  Then my doubts and fear of their return also evaporated immediately.  I was delighted by my ability to so easily discreate what I did not want and create what I wanted.

In the Initiation process, my thinking completely stopped.  I was hearing the questions and the process of discreation was faster than me!  I wonder who was discreating while I was only a relaxed and quiet observer!  Where did that anxious, worried, and angry Soroush go?!  It is unbelievable to be able to change so rapidly and easily, but I admit it is true.

Sorush Hosseini-Madani-Iran-5/09