When I began this process, I had no idea what to expect. The power of seeing my resistance, my ?victim, my baggage that was so very heavy was overwhelming!
I tell you, I got ?victim down to a T-it has been my finest creation. I am the Master producer and am up for a cosmic Oscar! I may also get the best supporting role for ?lack of worthiness and ?biggest loser.
You know, in my mind, I knew all this stuff. I could spout it; I could banter it; I could spend another 10 years in therapy regurgitating it. Nothing on the planet prepared me for the feelings that I explored these last 9 days. For the first time in 1 1/2 years, I was able to talk about a prior painful experience that had always brought me to tears in the past. Now, the emotional charge is gone.
I saw places in my life where I believed that loving someone is accompanied with pain/hurt. I saw places where my irritability was close to the surface most of the time-and very easily accessed. And I thought I was a patient, benevolent, loving soul. My mask came off and with much patience from my Master and the Avatar staff, I found my essence.
I will be at Masters.
I will be at Wizards.
I am Source.
Susan G.K.- Orlando,USA- 2008
Source : http://avatarresults.com/the-avatar-course/970-10-years-in-therapy.html
