What I discovered on The Wizard Course is that my success was due to a complete abuse of my power. Yes, I was successful, , but at what cost, and is this the definition of success I want? The answer was no!
I struggled with owning what I had done; this was due to a fear of the consequences and what was going to be left of me if I did.
The key, for me, was realizing that there wasnt much of me now. So much attention was tied up in protecting all my transgressions. I let go and owned my stuff. For a moment the panic hit me, but I was able to recognize that I was already at the bottom. There was only one way to go.
I started to be really honest and compassionate with myself, and a path out emerged. Honesty and compassion have also allowed for some mistakes and time to learn.
I have created a new primary, "I live in integrity." I know that I am willing and able to do this.
Sandra Long- Australia- 2008
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